my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm not kind, i'm honest..my mouth is cruel and deep inside..she doent want it! Opening old wounds once again. It never fails with you, does it? I'm bringing up this stuff because i'd rather have the air be clear than walking away from everything with built up tension that will lead into the worst type of loathing there is. Does it bother you the least bit that i'm going away. Does it bother you at all that it may be FOREVER? You're susposed to be my fucking best friend...for 3 years. and you gave up so easily. just cos we're not in a "relationship" doesnt mean anything. we've drifted apart since we stoped dating. and you dont wanna see me cos yr afraid you'll get attatched before i leave? WHAT A FUCKING LOAD OF SHIT. and where the fuck do you get off saying that i always give you shit? COS I"M NOT AFRAID TO SPEAK MY FUCKING MIND? I'm not afraid of confrentation. Because i have a fucking opinion? Because i stand up for my thoughts. And i'm not afraid of the TRUTH. YOU NEVER WANNA TALK ABOUT IT. i had to force it out of you. You're just proving my point. Even yr blind to the fact that i do infact have a point. I'M NOT A SHEEP LIKE YOU. my favorite part of the night is when you informed me that i dont know you. and that its like we've never spoken before. thats bullshit. i know you better than you know yrself. and its YOUR fault that i cant trust you. would you like me to inform you WHY exactly? #1 Alex (explain how we break up one day and then you bring her on vacation with you the next). #2 Andi. (nice of you to be meeting chicks from the computer...without telling me. then continue to do so, even after she tried to get you to cheat on me). Among others. And i should get over those because i'm an "adult". Yeah . yr right. i'm a fucking adult. explain to me how i stayed with such a CHILD for so long? 3:57 am - 07.12.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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