my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Risi . (psychicenss) This weekend was really...good. to say the least. even tho I was cold + wet for the majority of it. first theSTART show and then this: ok. so yesterday we went to the psychic thingie. it was my mom, my grandmother and myself. 3 generations of women. crazy crazy mixed up fun I say. so I went to this woman, whos name I forget now. I want to say Andrea, but that wasn't it. something similar perhaps. My mom was at the woman next to me, and next to them was my grandmother with this guy named Frank St. James. we made a bit of a crooked line across the room. so I sat down. introduced ourselves. she asked for my birthday because she couldn't pick up the vibes off my name or something. she asked if people call me anything aside from Natalie. but they don't. other than the abusive ones. but its all good. the very first thing she asked me "are you connected to anyone named Reggie?". I don't know anyone by that name.*exp the next thing she said to me was "everyone has psychic abilities and yr defiantly no exception" (hehe, duh). She proceeded to tell me that I'm very intuitive. and that I'm right all the time when it comes to my intuition. she also told me that I'm very analytical (thankyou chemistry). but I have to give my intuitive side more credit. cos I wind up over analyzing stuff. then she went to say that I try to explain stuff to people but its wasted breath the majority of the time. because they're not on the same level as me. she told me to try not to get mad when they don't understand. because I can't make them. everyone developers at their own pace and I just happen to be a bit ahead of the game. and due to this, the majority of the people I know don't understand me. (figures, doesn't it) she also said that i treat people how i want to be treated, but i seldom get it in return. but i shouldn't stop. it comes down to the whole relationship thing. good thing i find people to be fun/amusing for the most part. she told me that what I have to deal with this lifetime is the whole relationship thing. I don't know if its the "love" kind or just friendships or both. I guess just people. I don't have to worry about my career because that's not my issue this lifetime. I'll be good at whatever I do. she said that I could be homeless one day and be a ceo the next. I'm not a 9-5 personality. I can't be put in a box. I'm free spirited and it goes along with my work ethics. i asked her about my "career" and what i'm supposed to be doing. this is the best part of the whole thing. because it made me feel a whole lot better about everything. she told me to stop beating myself up over it. because there is no certain age that everyone is supposed to know what we're supposed to be doing. anyone could have told me that. but no one did. she did. and it just made me feel 100% better about it. the only pain in the ass about it is that i'm going to have to use process of elimination picking out what i'm want to do. because there are so many things i could do and be good at. she said i'd make a good judge cos i'm really fair. but i should go into communication. or PR. or something. cos i'm probably best at that. i told her about all my dreams with that blonde chick. well those 2 dreams. she said that this person exists in real life. and shes going to have to do something with "business". shes gonna be a really good friend. and whatever it is that we're doing, its something we're both passionate about. (im crossing my fingers that its aimee. cos i told her to take me on tour with them next year :o) high hopes, but still.) *(the exp) : all that in 20 min. crazy shit man. so after we were in the car and my grandmother was telling us about her reading. the guy she had was more of a medium (like john edward, the ones who talk to dead people). And she had like 3 guys come through, her uncle Leo, her father and her brother, Robert. then 2 women, her grandmother, Teresa and my grandfathers mom. He got all the names head on. So we were in the car talking and my grandmother was talking about her grandmother (my great great grandma), Tereasa and how they used to call her Risi. Which sounds like Reggie. I knew the second she said that, that it was what my chick said. Bikkity bam. there you have it. my great great grandmother said hi to me. its a cool feeling. espically since i didn't know her. and i'm always worrying that i don't have anyone around me, because i dont really know too many people who died. and i really wasn't close to any of them. i concider myself really lucky cos i haven't had to go through that...yet so after all that psychic goodness we went back to my grandparents house, and my grandfather insisted we get pizza. hes so funny. you have to know him, and his Ukrainian accent and... ah. just funny. my g.parents are the coolest face on the earth. that'll never change. its like. when i leave im happy. theirs is the only house i'm comfortable in. the only place really. ahh ok this was way too long. 5:10 pm - 10.14.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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