my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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stark pretty.

first off. Myssi, yr adorable! Thankyou for yr help, and just being so damn sweet.

2nd. me. and my pink hair.

You know when you just get a strong urge to listen to a cd that you haven't listened to in years. but when you did listen to it, it was all the time? Well that happened to me the other day. I had on eyes adrift. it made me want to put on For Squirrels. Man. i used to fall asleep to the For Squirrels cd, Example every night for a year or two. back when i was a freshman in highschool. Anyway, i have it on now. And it hasn't come out of my cd player for 2 days straight now. hehe. I relate to the lyrics so much more now. there is this one song, which is has just defined my life pretty much since March of this year. when everything started going down hill

STARK PRETTY
Nietzche's dead the poet wrong
I stumbled on my pretty song
Run from me run from the shame
I cannot help it anyway
The sun is strong the sun is strong
The truth be told I am alone
I am alone
I am alone
I am alone

Garden queen with the common touch
Struggled tear, I've asked too much
Oh I can barely breathe
I can barely see
Every single action I'll be I'll be
death defy
Death defy
Death defy
Death defy

It's all just a game
It's all just a game

It's all yours
It's all yours
It's all yours
It's all yours
Please don't give it up now
Please don't give it up now
Please don't give it up now
Please don't don't give it up
Give it up
Give it up
Give it up
It's all just a game
It's all just a game

I am alone
I am alone
Death defy
Death defy
Whom I ever lovin
Whom I ever lovin
Whom I ever lovin
Back when we were small

9:10 pm - 10.11.02

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