my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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a womans work is never done

yesterday was my day for being the person to cheer everyone up.
first jay. i'm not gonna tell his story, cos that would be fucked up. but i walked into countout and his eyes were all watery. i jumped on him and gave him the biggest hug ever. he made me cry tho. he was so upset, that when i hugged him i could feel him shaking.

so we talked some stuff over. i kinda had to run reality through his head. because when yr that upset, its reall difficult to see. by the time he left, i had him smiling and laughing.

i love the fact that i can do that. change someones mood (drastically) in the matter of 5 minutes. i mean its not so hard to do, but the reason he was upset was huuuuuuuuge.

Then Trip. hes been upset since the night before. i cant stand when this kid is upset, it fucking rips me to shreads. this reason for being upset is even more huge than jay's was. and again, its definatly nothing i can say. and i felt so helpless. this issue is huge. like fbi level huge. he didnt do anything. but he knows someone who did and no one believes him when he tells them. ... get it? but somehow i took his mind off it. thats good cos we were on the phone frommmmmmm about 1am till about 7am.

man thats insane. i'm so not a phone person. but i guess hes an exception. no no.

hes more like THE exception.

12:14 pm - 07.19.02

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