my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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the people that you know are the ones you hate

wow. the day started out good. i got what i wanted from the store (kinda.) i wanted dickies, but wound up with pony (shorts). pony is such a rip off dickies anyway. not to mention the dude who owns it is a complete jerkass. but all this is not the point.

so we were in the mall and i saw Glen!! woo hoo. that was great. we talked up a storm. after, my sis and i proceeded to find my mom a birthday present. successful. got home. watched nirvana shtuff.

this is where the shit begins to hit the fan
came online. i decided to tell Mike (ex boyfriend [1998-99], still cool friend) that i'm leaving. he went out on me. called it childish. and told me hes worried. the worst part of what he said was "if you really love me, dont go". and he just kept trying to convince me not to go, and insulting me along the way. i dont think he realized he was. but he did. and now my friendship with him is hanging by a thread. cos if i'm still concidering this by august, hes not gonna talk to me ever again. i cried. got off line.

then my mom came home. bitched like a mo-fo. complained about everything anyone could ever think of, then decided to inform me that not just one, but BOTH of my grandparents are in the hospital.
fuck

and to top that all off i dont get to talk to trip tonight. cos hes working a double shift. lol hes gonna smell like cookies. but yeah. i have no one to make me feel better. i miss my baby.

then i have inventory tomorrow. 12 hours of incorrect pay. beeping and red lights.

10:46 pm - 07.16.02

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