my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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i cant even think of anything clever...

im suprised as to the number of people who actually give a shit that i'm gonna be leaving. like ... jaw droppingly suprised.
this kid rich came in to visit me at work. he smacked my ass and made fun of my roots being blonde. and told me he was gonna miss me a thousand times over again. funny cos i'm not tight with him or anything. and yesterday i told mike. not the ex boyfriend, the other one. then he showed up at my job last night too.

the only people who know who i actually see all the time are Jay, Anthony and Angelo. i've told a few others but i hardly see them. its one of those things where i used to be good friends with them, so i feel obligated kinda sorta. eh i dunno.

i think the world is gonna blow up in a few minutes. the sky is really yellow. more yellow than i've ever seen it before. ever watch tazmania? is like that. or it looks like yr wearing yellow tinted glasses. tre freaky.

anywayz getting back to the whole me moving thing... i dont think keith cares. well maybe he does, but hes playing some weird cards.

OH!! JASON! I LOVE YOU!! i just checked my voicemail yesterday and there was a msg from you on the 22nd. sorry. i miss you whole bunches. maybe we'll come visit you if we wind up in california.

5:04 pm - 07.06.02

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