my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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bad poetry time!!! *be excited, fake it if you have to*

Absent

I scream, but you don't hear me.
My words do nothing but echo off yr soul.
I look at you to make myself smile.
i look in you for comfort.
I fall in your arms and cry
but its useless.
My screams fall on deaf ears,
my expressions fall on blind eyes
and my touch, on dead skin.

I'll smile back at you.
I'll turn away from you.
I'll say goodbye to you
I'll hold my head up and walk away from you.
And i bet you'll never notice i'm gone

Lets seeeeee.. what happened today? Oh yeah.
Frank told billy that he's gonna raise all hell with me when im a clerk again. he said i'm either going to get fired or want to quit. ha. i'm a stronger person than him. i'm not afraid. I'm gonna start hanging out with his "friends" (angelo, billy, anthony) outside of work. They all want to chill with me anywayz. + i love 'em so its all good. Frank is going to hate that. its a beautiful thing, really.
i finally get to hang out with kathleen + myke tomorrow. they rock and they're so adorable.
anywayz i gotta go get dressed for workies.