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kissing is fun again

If today was my last day on earth, i wouldn't mind one bit. I had a really really really great time with the boi. We didn't do anything special. Well... other than enjoy our company. I dunno. Maybe my luck is turning around. Maybe my mood is turning around. I'll be more manic than depressive.
i'm just sitting, relaxing - listening to the cure + deadsy. Other than thinking about whats wrong with me. and whats wrong with the world. because i'm fucking happy. yeeeeeeaaaaaaaah.

so i demoted myself on friday. So sometime in the next two weeks i'll be a free non-pressured, fun lovin' clerk again. killer. someone got fired. we need people. Hopefully he'll call kathleen.
i went to pacsun (to get a 2nd job) and the guy told me he didnt know if they were hiring. he gave me an application anyway. he told me that the only think i probably wouldnt like is that i'd have to take out my lipring everyday. he has his pierced too, along with his eyebrow and he said its no big deal. blah blah. whatever. i dont think i'd mind too much if they paid more. it would be fun getting discounts on the merch there tho.

i wanna really reallly start playing my bass. and be good. no no... like Matt Freeman *rancid* type good. I'm gonna go get some tabs.

love + bruises,
natalie

12:17 am - 04.28.02

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