my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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stolen from kathleen.

My name is: Natalie
I may seem: like i care
But I really: probably don't.
People who know me think I'm: on drugs. but i'm not.
If you knew me you'd probably: also think i'm on drugs
Sometimes I feel: stuck.
My days are pretty: fun. everyday is a strange day at tower.
In the morning I: lay in my bed asking myself if its really worth getting up
I like to sleep: next to someone. my cat or my boi preferably
If I could be doing anything right now I would be: at a show
All you need is: honesty
All I need is: my cat + my boi
Love is: evil and good all at the same time.
One thing I have that I wish I didn't is: insecurity
My body: consists of - lips hips + tits *the power or a woman* - heh
If an angel flew into my window at night I would: think i'm dreaming
If a demon crashed into my window I would: probably pee in my bed, assuming thats where i am
Something I want but I don't really need is: there really isnt much that i want that i dont need.
Something I need but I don't really want is: to grow up
I live for: i live for alot of things. otherwise i'd be dead already.
I dare you all to: think. and turn off yr TV
I am afraid of: living too long + losing people i love
It makes me angry when: people are ignorant. or when people dont think for themselves. it also makes me angry that everyone has to look a certain way in order NOT to be called a misfit. everything is so fucking cosmetic.
I dream about: my actual dreams are psychic-ie

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Nine things you wear daily:
- a lip ring
- sox
- scars
- bruises
- scratches
- cuts
- wounds
- clothes

Eight movies you'd (do) watch over and over:
- the crow.
- my fraggle rock tapes.
- ghost world
- fight club.
- my hwp/snot/amen bootleg
- my tura satana/manhole LA bootleg
- Dogma
- Mallrats.

Seven of your favorite songs at the moment:
- Messy ~ "make you believe"
- My Ruin ~ "Beauty Fiend"
- My Ruin ~ "Miss Ann Thrope"
- SugarComa ~ "Lost Morning"
- Human Waste Project ~ "one night in spain"
- Deadsy - ~ " Flowing Glower"
- Le Tigre ~ "Eau D'Bedroom Dancing"

Six objects you touch every day:
- moi kittie, echo.
- keithness.
- phone.
- toothbrush.
- soap.
- doors.
Five things you do every day:
- talk to my cat
- talk to the boi
- see david
- think *in excess*
- shower

Four friends that you enjoy being with:
- keithness
- david
- tower crew - padre, angelo, sheena
- kathleenie beanie we need to chillz. i <3 you.

Three of your favorite smells:
- the beach
- fresh sheets on my bed.
- the green tea stuff i wear. mm mm mm

Two people that have influenced your life the most:
- Aimee Echo *she taught me not to be afraid of the dark, and helped to show me how beautiful everything is.*
- My Grandparents. They are the coolest people i know.

One thing you could spend the rest of your life with:
- keithness

2:15 am - 04.26.02

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