my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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She dreams in color.

My Ruin show tomorrow. I get to meet them. ::orgasm:: Its gonna be great.

I had an arguement with my cat about an hour ago. I think he feels bad about it now because hes following me around the house.

For the past few days i've been indulging in Le Tigre + Julie Ruin. Eau D'Bedroom dancing is one of my favorite songs. I've always loved it, but i dunno. Its official now.

Im having lots more *psychic* dreams than ever. They're more vivid than ever.
I had this really strange dream that i was standing at my back door on the phone. it was night, but well lit outside. All of a sudden a train passes through my back yard. I looked inside the cars as they passed and only saw a few people here and there. I walked up into my kitchen and i saw train tracks on the floor. They weren't life size, but they also werent toy size. I remember thinking "if i move that switch will the train derail?". I don't remember what happened after that... i probably got woken up.
the next night i had a dream that i saw an airplane flying. i was watching it and the front half started to bend and then it crashed/landed in water.

Two days later (thursday)there was a train that derailed in florida, and a plane went into a building in Milan, Italy.
That night (thursday night/friday morning) I had a dream that i was on a bus. There were alot of familar people there. (i dont know any of them in real life tho - go figure that one). There was this one girl who had a southern accent and she said that she didnt want to go back to yonkers. Then she made a general statement but was looking at me as if it was ment for me but she didnt want to single me out and that waaaaas "If you want to make anything of yourself you have to get out of Yonkers." The dream gets kinda blurry from there, but i know that the bus i was on at that poing was not going to yonkers. towards the end we were getting off the bus and my manager was there and he told me that he liked my pants (heh i <3 dickies). So i got off the bus and it was really sunny and nice outside. The sky was the nicest shade of blue i've ever seen. There were a few clouds here + there. I dont know where i was (probably because i have never been there before).
that day (yesterday) david and i went to work to pick up our paychecks before we actually had to be there. So i just popped outta nowhere to my manger "if you were me, where would you move". He said baltimore. but i really think he ment cali ::wink wink::. I had told him about the train dream a few days before. Then yesterday i told him about the one in florida. I started telling him about the plane one and he cut me off and said "yeah i had a dream that a plane crashed in water". Is that freaky or what. 'cept his dream he was on the plane and he couldnt find his luggage afterwards.

i dont remember what i dreamt last night. I might if i think about it, but the more important ones i can't get out of my head. With lots of detail none the less. They're all in color. SOmetimes they switch from first person to third person. espically that bus one. anywayz i'm done rambeling. I'm gonna go finish downloading Sugarcoma.

love + bruises,
natalie

12:03 pm - 04.20.02

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