my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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Stormy,
I wish there was something i could do to help. If only we lived close enough for me to be able to make a stupid face to put a smile on yrs. Or to just hang out and dance around the room to le tigre. I know we dont know eachother that well, but it really makes me go numb to see/read that you're feeling how you are. Yr too awsome. You have too much of a grrrrrrrrrrrreat personality, yr too much of a free spirit to be sad. I know/understand that you have reasons. I also know that sometimes when everything is black its hard to make light of situations. i've been there and sometimes i still am.
i just want you to know that i care. I care enough to write this. I care enough to be upset if something were to happen to you. I care enough to be upset that you are upset. I dont want to say that i feel for you. I mean, i do. But that isn't the point. Its more than feeling for. sometimes that can mean nothing. and i want this to mean something. I want you to take this to heart. and think. not too much. dream. dream of you + yr lil lizzy in a field of daffodils running around, or taking a nap in the sun. dream of better places. b r e a t h e

xoxo,
natalie

12:48 am - 04.14.02

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