my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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no rest for the wicked.

I'm listening to the bangles walk like an egyptian right now. i'm such a dork.

So i got another email from the anonymous fucktard again. it went something like this: (ooh if you wanna know what shes responding to go to yesterday)

Subj: Re:Really stupid !!!

Date: 4/10/2002 10:40:57 AM Eastern Standard Time

From: ZzFLAMINzZ

To: NiRvAnAvCv

you are so STUPID why the hell would i be jealous esp. of you , you are hidious looking you look like white trash wearing that outfit, i wonder what other rags you got hiding in your closet.when people see how you described urself in your profile they're only gonna see how cheap u are by writing that crap, i know when i saw that i instantly said o.k she is sleazy. ur profile + your looks= SL*T

Wanna know how i responded? i just said "Yeah. Hi tara. Have any abortions lately? Aww, i love you too."
obviously you guys would know, but she was always missing work cos she was always sick. She had atleast one abortion that everyone knows about, but we all suspect shes had more. God forbid they use condoms ::gasp:: So she never responded to that. now i'm about 99% sure its her.

Kremlin came into the store today (yes, again. i'm tempted to ask him if he thinks he still works there). He actually spoke to me. "Yo, Natalie. Do you remember that DJ ODY cd i gave you? I need it back." hes talking about some promo cd he threw at me one day as i was getting into davids car. I threw it out into the parking lot about 2 seconds later. I think he wanted me to say yes so he'd have an excuse to talk to me again. Too bad i blew that one outta the water. geeesh. No rest for the wicked.


i still cant get over how beautiful Jonah is. WHen he first got on stage yesterday and started singing (no instruments) i thought i was gonna cry. not like fall on the floor type thing. but it was about his mom. and it was just so...breath taking. sublime if you will. I think my fav onelinedrawing song is probably *always newoct*..well aside from MER-CAT (always new nov). oct is just so erie and beautiful. I'm in love with everything this man does. Hes just so talented and ... well .. beautiful. I don't think i've ever used the word beautiful so many times in one paragraph, let alone to describe someone. I think he was susposed to be in TEAM SLEEP with DJ crook + Chino Moreno (deftones). That woulda rocked the socks. no doubt about it.

my ruin in 11 days. yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaahhhhh!

11:38 pm - 04.10.02

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