my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- been caught stealing... I am loved. Angelo had the whole store involved in an April fools joke that was to be played on ME. It was funny and not funny all at the same time. The plot was that billy got caught stealing from the store. when you get caught you get fired, banned from the store and possibly arrested. So it wasn't cool. I knew it (was a joke) from the get-go. But then they got so many other people involved i started thinking otherwise. I thought if i still thought it was a joke on me i'd seem kinda self centered. But nooo. It was. and i'm not. moi night crew is mad at me. because i dont close the store anymore (cept for fridays). apparentally everyone likes making funny noises with me in countout. or making elephants *angelo*, or pretending to beat up kremlin *billy* or just plain being ourselves *billy/angelo/ron*. which for some reason they dont like to do with anyone else. You guys hear about that whole black water |blob| thing down off the coast of florida? we're all gonna die now. i wanna go to sleep, but i can't. when i left for work there was a yellowjacket in my room. im allergic to bees. every fucking summer i get bees in my room. there is an airconditioner in the room...but in a wall, not a window. so i can't take it out. its really old. and i guess the bees live there. and then come inside to kill me. ahhhhhhhh i just wanna sleep. i've been having reallllllllllly strange dreams lately. its good because that means i've been sleeping. its bad because i wake up feeling weird. last night i had a 'what if' type of dream. like my mom wasnt in my life and i had to live with my "father" and everything sucked alot. nothing went right. i dont even know where i was. nothing was familar. i just woke up with the worst feeling. maybe its because i havent really seen my mom in the past week. or maybe its because that i mentioned the other day that i wouldnt mind starting my life over. not because i regret stuff, but to see all the "what if" suff that would have happened. meh. maybe i'm just losing my mind. love + bruises, 11:47 pm - 04.01.02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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