my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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HOW SEXY AM I NOW MOTHERFUCKER

I didn't call Hunter. I'm horrible. I miss him. I love him. and I didn't call him. I suck. I will. I have to.

I can't stand the fact that i push things off. It wouldn't be so bad if i got off my ass and did what i was susposed to do. ha. I guess i just need more motivation.

I was susposed to go to the Double Down show tonight (angelo's band) with Anthony. But i didn't. I decided to spend the night with my sister. She wanted to go downtown. and we did. I was searching for a MY RUIN shirt. I wasn't really expecting to find one. but i kept my fingers crossed. I got a Global Threat shirt instead. |mmmm bryan|. yeaaaaaaa! I've decided for the mi ruina show i'm gonna make my own shirt (like i did for theSTART, but this one is gonna kick much more ass). I'm gonna start this week as opposed to the day of. So its gonna be a black shirt and on the front its gonna say "HOW SEXY AM I NOW?"...yeah its from manhole, but still. And somewhere i'm gonna write beauty fiend. then im gonna make a slit in the clevage which will be held together by safteypins. Immna be one stylin' mofo. Ah i can't wait.

I'll write more tomorrow. I gotta be at work in 5 hours and i need some sleep.

love + bruises,
natalie

2:03 am - 03.31.02

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