my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- my mouth-AS ALWAYS-is brutally honest wow. what a week. i spoke to brian, tairrie b came to my page and signed the guest book, i met 2 really rad guys, found out someone at work likes me (throw another one on the list)...last but not least... the ex emailed me today, then we spoke via instant msg. i know it sounds mean to say, but there has to be a reason behind this...he wants to hang out on tues (which also happens to be my sisters birthday), and ya know i really dont mind, i do miss him. after all he was my best friend for a while. the thing is that i dont trust him. like there has to be some sort of demonic motive behind that email, behind the thought of wanting me back in his life. i mean, for God's sake he had nightmares about me!! I do find the fact that i screwed him up enough for him to have nightmares about me, funny. Anyway, i dont know what to do...push him away or go with the flow (ive always been a go with the flow kind of person, but this time i dunno). arrrrrrrgh someone help me. to my dedicated readers (yeah all 3 of you lol), mail me or guestbook me or something. 2:39 am - 12.16.01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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