my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- hold me under, cut away this empty FOR all those who care: i made a new ring for fans of MY RUIN and Tairrie B. its called BeautyFiends. i didnt put much effort into the visual, maybe i will later. Oi vei. someone once said "its not the meaning of life, its the FEELING" well my friends, if this is true can someone explain why for the past 3 weeks i've had the most horrible empty feeling. I think there are a few reasons for this but the one that sticks out most is... i dunno i think its cos i have no real goals. I have no clue what it is i'd like to do with my self, therefor i have no path to walk down and im just here, kinda lingering until the wind blows or someone is kind enough to kick me. Another thing that gets me upset is the fact that i really have no friends anymore. I had everything i needed before then something/someone took me away from that. At the time i was in my own little world and just wound up saying "well fuck them then". ...oops... i still had 2 really great friends, but thats been over for a few months already. So now im stuck with my sister and David. we fight all the time. the three of us dont get along when were all together. when its david and me, or my sister and me, or david and my sister (even then they're bitchy to eachother)...just 2 people its cool. I'm tired of this constant annOIance. TRUTH BE TOLD: i have no friends...and boi do i need some. I need to get away from those 2. Hang out w/different people in different places. 1:50 pm - 11.27.01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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