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one night in spain ... one day in italy
| .voices in my head. | my ruin | june 10th thanksgiving... my family is so weird, that when the holidays come around i seriously don't mind spending time with them cos you never know when something will happen...something is always bound to happen. My aunt bought a karokie machine and my 9 year old cousin started singing britney spears "oops i did it again" in ukrainian. funny shit. there are always at least 3 converstions going at once at the table. on the 22nd one of my aunts (convo1) was talking about a song her sister wrote for the liquor store, and my uncle (conversation #2)had said something perverted. then my aunt (#1) said "cheese log" really loud, and everyone except her started laughing really hard. Of course she had no idea what had just happened or what she said and the context it was used it ... uhh nevermind i guess u had to be there. So yeah... my grandparents sold the liquorstore. booooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! dare i say it? i miss keith...a little. I dunno what it is. We've been together every winter for the past 2 years. maybe its that. its kinda strange when i go out, or even to work and i see something i know he'd like i have the thought "keith would like that...good birthday/christmas gift" then its like "oh wait...nevermind". i wrote 4 really good poems 2 nights ago. They just came outta no where so i wrote them down. I made a little book called "love and being afraid of the dark" that has my *best* works in it. VS  the DRAMA on theSTART board gotta stop. you got these pussy-ass MY RUIN fans come to our speak-out and talk shit about AImee. Every so often someone will come and post an "aimee vs tairrie b" type thing and its just fuckin annOIng. I LOOOOOVE My Ruin and i LOOOOOOVE theSTART. I admire Tairrie, but Aimee is so much more of an inspiration to me, but this is probably because i know her on a personal level and we talk about stuff. With all that said, i should probably expect hate mail. if u dont know what for then...
12:16 pm - 11.24.01
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