my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- i'd rather kill myself than go to therapy Nicole (keiths sister) came into tower last night. It was really nice to see her again (i miss her) it was also really nice to know that she doesn't hate me like i previously thought. SO im gonna try to get her a job. We're not hiring people right now, but hopefully the holidays one of the people i dont like will get fired. I know this sounds pretty bad, but im really happy i dropped out of school (the 2nd one anyway). it was in queens, ny. so i woulda got stuck down there on 9-11-01 and then again yesterday. i dont mean to sound selfish just cos i didnt get stuck in queens and so many people died on both occasions. its not like that. i'm just happy im not one of them. i saw something the other night...an explosion of sorts (although i have yet to see anything on the news) it was about 1am friday into saturday. I was at my computer and i heard a loud popping noise, i looked up, out the window and i see the sky lit up with all these really loud popping noises. i think it had to do with power lines, but i could be wrong. so for about 5 minutes i didnt know what the fuck was going on. the first thought that came to my mind was power lines, the 2nd was bombs. it couldnt be bombs...they wouldnt let any bomb-bearing planes fly over the US, right?? ... anywayz, getting to the whole point of this story... i was never afraid to die until that night. well not exactly that im afraid to die, just the way i'd be going scares me i think. i definatly wouldnt want to be in the middle east right now. the fact that their dropping bombs and the people there dont know if a bomb is going to land on their house due to some sort of malfunction. btw: getting to the crash in queens yesterday... accident or terrorism? i'm about 75% sure even if it was an act of terrorism they'll still say it was an accident, because ya know, there were accidents before september 11th. 1:01 pm - 11.13.01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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