my-ruin's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- crashed, faded, gone I think i have some sort of mental issue, i listen to hwp often because it inspires me. nothing wrong with that, right? This is the 3rd time i let it play straight through, on track 11 now. "ONe night in spain..." makes me sad, it gives me chills. "i go ahead and lie to you cos borrowd is this time-We are perfect when we lie we're always losing lets go home..." the next song i put in here is gonna be that one cos the Aimee's lyrics are just so beautiful. my thought of the day... No, i dont only have ONE thought per day. i feel like an ass thinking this, but i've thought it for quite some time now. I can't help but regret not going to college in New Hampshire. Really the only things that pushed me away from it was the REALLY small dorm rooms, like someone put 2 closets together and said "ok now 2 of you live in here" and it was really expensive. There was a great vibe, and i dunno i just wish i went. So many things would be different. I wouldnt have met the new people i have met (hunter/dan) and probably wouldnt have gotten to chill with theSTART. the good side of this is that i wouldnt had to have put up with the whole keith situation (and trust me thats not a bad thing). Then again i wouldnt be in NY. I dont think i could leave ny for longer than 2 months at a time. ....enough of my regreting, i shouldnt regret anything. i guess/hope its all for the better. anywayz, today i get to chill with Dan. we're gonna watch the snot/hwp bootleg, listen to my ruin. he'll probably cook for me or something. I'll let ya know how it goes. im meeting him at 4:20, 110 as usual. ooooooooooook im gonna go cos the cd ended and started again so im gonna shut it off and get my snail mail. 1:44 pm - 11.08.01 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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