my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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my poem...my ruin

i've lost all faith in you / those brown eyes of deciet/ yr mouth moved/the air that came out was hot and empty/dishonest were yr kisses that hit me like a slap to the face with a crowbar./i wonder what you really taste like/i allowed myself to spill all over you/i allowed you to melt into me/you could never taint me/my blood still bright, my screams still sick, brutal and honest/this disease was fed by addiction and fear/self destruction and ressurection killed this like you killed me for 2 years of my life/i was maimed/i had to ruin myself to live/a bright white light now surrounds me/its full of love,hate,sinners,saints,god,satan/ My Self...MY RUiN