my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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Only in Dreams.

Aimee is VERY interested in doing the benefit thingie for tower! now to find out if we're actually doing it. what a fucking amazing opportunity, now if the people got off their ass to organize this thing and stop being retarted about it, we could really benefit some people. and now i get to chill with them on tuesday...they invited me, didnt even have to ask!

well the =w= /theSTART show was tonight...last night... its the 30th already. AIMEE i LOVE YOU!!! more so than ever now...thestart did a nirvana cover (breed) i was in shock. Their set rocked, but the sound quality wasnt too up to par. it didnt do them justice. they're amazing and should be recognized.

the weezer set was cool...lacking in energy as Jay explained. They only did one song off "pinkerton" which is probably my fav, 2nd=blue album. they mostly did new stuff. i woulda died if they did susanne or something. You know what i JUST noticed everytime i say "i love aimee so much" she goes and does something else so i appreciate her even more. its crazy. im happy theres someone like her for me to look up to.

anyway at the beginning of thestarts set, keith comes up to me, hugs me tells me he misses me. then tells me he hasnt called me for a reason..blah blah ...boo-fuckin-hoo... i guess he hasnt noticed the past 2 months when we stopped talking. i mean dont you think if i really wanna talk to you i would have called more than the 1 or 2 times that i did. bah.

right now im having an interesting converstaion with Roland about different aspects of sex and the human body. haha...