my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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terror, this is what you call me

theSTART @ the SAiNT, Asbury Park, New Jersey. 10.02.01 $8. 18+ to get in, 21+ to drink.

I really missed hunter, im so glad we got a chance to hang out last night/this morning. He is just so so so comfortable to be with, to hold, to talk to...and a million other things.

i spoke with dan last night about the goings on of Saturday (weezer AND theSTART) woo-fuckin-hoo!!!! tre exciting! Jay loves weezer so it was ok when i heard it from him that they're lacking in energy when they perform. Im still pissed off about that whole "i dont want natalie around" thing. i need new friends, ones who appreciate me for who and what i am. Its been pretty strange because alot of people i havent seen/spoken to in a month or so are kinda back (hunter, dan, shannon). Sometimes it feels like i need to move. To get out of NY for 3 months. Get around a whole different set of people, new scenery...new everything. All i would need is my cat and im set.

i've always listened to human waste project, but i've been listening to them alot lately. its made me notice that if i had one cd to bring on a deserted island, it would be e-lux. its just amazing in EVERY aspect.

ok peeps, im gonna go get ready for work.