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empty

take my eyes...i dont wanna see you. take my ears...and i wont hear you. take my pride..cos i dont wanna lose you. take my fist...and i wont bruise you. take my hands...cos i dont wanna feel you. take my mind..and i wont fear you. take my lips..cos i dont wanna lust you. take my lies...cos i dont trust you

now all i am is empty. got nothing left of me. and its killing me to be so EMPTY!

pain...take it cos i dont wanna hurt you. game..play it and i wont burn you. guilt...lay it cos i dont wanna blame you. words...say it and i wont shame you. heart...break it cos i dont wanna hurt you. soul...take it and i wont rape you. blood...spill it cos i dont wanna shove you. love...kill it cos i wont fuck you.

and all i am is empty. dont need your sypmathy cos your confusing me while yr consuming me. and all i am is empty with nothing left in me. and its killing me to be so empty.

as long as i hold you in contepmt, i hold you

resentment is just my way of holding on

and now its one i feel no pain i cant pretend im not the same stole my sold self control you dont know me anymore tried to hide the way you kept me but you left me fucking empty you left me so fuckin empty

...and im the one to blame.

12:58 pm - 09.18.01

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