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"Lately I cant even look at my mother without wanting to stab her repeatedly" - Angela Chase (my so called life)

...well my mom is getting better, but like I said yesterday, its my SISTER now. I cant breathe without her screaming at me for absolutly no reason. She is on the phone right before she goes to bed and as soon as she wakes up, yet tries to deny it. especially when its 3am and I ask "yr still on the phone?" and she says "i just got on"...yeah right. She is entirely too mean to me, but when she wants something she's willing to do me a favor.

then and only then. tre bitchy.

On an equally annoying note: Keith decides to call me at work last night at around 11. I don't know why YESTERDAY he choses to do so (After that entry) and 11 is when im most busy at work pulling a bunch of draws and counting the safe. Its ok, im really starting to doubt he's even worth my time or my energy.

stephen thinks im willing to sleep with him now. thank you david (if you cant tell im being sarcastic). Stephen is ALWAYS nice to me, but hes been extra nice the past day. I dont know what david said but this definatly is NOT cool, espically since we're having a little *no-sleep* over with him. I think we're corrupting all of tower one by one. Last week Kremlin, this week Stephen.

i wonder who the next victim will be.

2:40 pm - 09.01.01

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