my-ruin's Diaryland Diary

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maybe we wont wake up

I have not posted since theSTART concert. I've been having the WORST concert luck lately...first warped tour, then the deftones tix, then theSTART (well that wasnt SO bad).

I've been having strange dreams this past week. On occasion i'll have a dream with a white cat in it. This started right around my 18th birthday when i got my cat (echo..after aimee duh!). I didn't think much of it the first couple of times. the cat never really looks like my cat but its always completely white. Anyway pretty much after the first 2 times the cat looked more and more different, up until this last time where it kind of scared me. It looked more human. It had grown to the size of a large dog and was wearing a brown trench coat and a brown hat. I was frightened when i first saw it cos it was in a hallway and i had seen it looking at me previously. It said something and i was automatically at ease.

Everytime i have a dream with this cat in it i wake up content...reassured. Another thing i'd like to point out is that its not the same cat everytime (at least it doesnt seem that way). the dreams are completely unrelated...i dunno maybe it is the same cat.

I really dont know what the point of me writing all that was. If you wanna read about how i met theSTART go to "THEN" it was the last entry.

11:59 p.m. - 08.19.01

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