my-ruin's Diaryland Diary
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i will always be alone, violently happy.
I guess Juan and Nuno were right about their theory on "cat people". I don't know what i want...out of anything right now.
I'm just going with the flow. Keith...he gets me flustered. I had not seen him in over a week and didn't miss him at all. He came over on tuesday and made it seem like nothing was ever wrong between us. I know the truth, i wont lie to myself, or him. He always does this. He pushes me away, so far away that im not sure if i'd even want to come back. When he does pull the string to get me closer it doesnt feel right. It will never feel the same. On a lighter note, the day is approaching! Aimee is such a sweetheart, i love her to death. I hope she likes the poem. I hope the day is as gorgeous as it promises to be in my head. Im using 'I' too much so it is now time to depart. Have a day.11:53 a.m. - 08.09.01
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